It was a big surprise to me, when i woke up at around 5:30AM in the morning. I have to wake up around by that time even though i was to bed by 2:00AM in the morning. Its not a big issue for me, as i used to do it before. Anyways i planned to write this blog by yesterday, but because of some issues yesterday i couldn’t find sometime to share my thoughts. As of now since i am waiting at this point, why cant i use this time to blog.
I remember a quote by Tenneva Jordan
“A mother is a person who seeing there are only four pieces of pie for five people, promptly announces she never did care for pie.”
Whatever might be the quote, there are no boundaries set for her love and affection towards her children. I am writting this blog as i want to express my thoughts and ideas about my mother.
Its around 6:30PM yesterday, as usual i was upto some tasks. I got an email from my younger brother conveying that “My Mom feels like talking to me”. I used my mobile to call but i dont have much load to make an international call. The only option is to use Skype, ofcourse thats a viable option to go for if my account has some credit. I haven’t used skype before, so its better to get some credit as the call rates are pretty bit cheap(0.94 Cents/Minute) . Not soo bad. I had two options, either to pay from my paypal account(I doesn’t have money debited to my paypal account yet) as i starterd using it very recently.
The alternate is to use credit card. Honestly i dont have a credit cards either, its a precautionary step to cut short my spending nature. So i was trying to transfer money for the skype credit from my existing bank account. But it will take more than two days for the money to get credited. Running out of options i asked my friend to use his paypal account to buy me some credit. Again ne that too ended up in vain as there was an error in transfer that same paypal account cannot be used to buy skype credits for two accounts.
After all these , I finally asked my friend to use his skype account to call. he wont be minding to lose account from his credit as he too knows the reason why i have to call. I dialed in my mom’s number. The HTC was ringing for almost a minute, she picked up her mobile. We had a conversation for 6 minutes, during which che told me that she was crying and she was not feeling ok from morning. that’s the reason why she asked my younger brother to give me a note.
That’s totally understandable, after such an unexpected loss we were totally broken and i am here for her & my family. To earn as much as i can to support them. Its all about care that a mother is portraying to her child. There was a saying when there is Four Pie’s of cake for five children, during split up she will never even care about her pie. She will be satisfied by watching her childrens eating them whole heartedly.
All these thoughts were running into my mind, after my call with my mom. I realised the importance of time, dedication to reach my ambition, She will be my internal motivation when my motivation level went down. I have to recharge myself. No one is there to listen to your stories, each has their own frustations, thoughts about daily life. I am still learning the positive’s within each of them.
I might be the guy with no fame or nothing. A day will come when i can prove myself to the world. How better i am. Also will requlish all my parents wishes.
Tears rolled over my eyes when i write this blog.
As though this is entirely my personal thoughts sharing. I thank each reader for spending time in my current blog entry. As inspite of your busy work schedule, u have put up atleast some amount of time in reading a blog that worth more than anything.
(Writting in Progress….)